the clock is ticking, seconds pass by

another minute without you

an hour of wishful thinking

a day to cry

idle dreaming, hoping and wishing

sitting all day writing

sweet beginnings and bitter endings

another story is closing.

for you.

If there's one place I would like to be

It would be behind you

So whenever you feel weak and you fall down

I will be there to catch it all..

I could stare at you all day

And watch you sleep all night

I could spend my life dreaming

Of your face and how you hold me tight

And when everything falls apart

And the world wouldn't understand

You can always count on me to pick you up

I'll always be around..

You are an epitome of flawed perfection

But I loved you for that

You may not be someone I deserved

But you're everything I want.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

his light blinded me

he's eveything i can see

my first thought in the morning

and the last before i sleep

there are lots of things i haven't said

and feelings unexpressed

but there's no time left..

Tears drove me to write

About the things I used to love

I wept them with tissues

With your name scribbled on it.

Moments fleeting turning into dusts

Remnants of a tragedy of the past

Scattered to who knows where

By the cold wind's soft whisper.

Tears drove me to sing

Melancholic tears on unrequited love

These notes noone would ever hear

For they were only meant for you dear.

you see the difference between now and yesterday?

It's the time and the moments

So does it really matter if you got him back

When you're wanting the boy you used to have?

We're back, we're back

We're back together

But sometimes I wish we could go back

To who we used to be

Way back before the tragedy

You're face isn't so familiar at all

and your hand isn't so soft

Your words isn't so assuring at all

and your hugs have turned cold.

We've changed, or is it just you?

As days turned to weeks
The darkness enlightens me more
And the more I think about it
The more I realized
That I have been the sacrifice

I was there to catch it all
The hits and the blow
And I can't do anything
To even defend myself
You said you will save me
But you locked me in a cage of doubts

I want to break free
I need to break free

In order not to hurt her
You have to hurt me
You only think about her
What about me?
I have been the sacrifice.

You look past my gaze

I looked into your eyes

I saw hatred, I saw lies

Life is moving

I'm stuck here waiting

But you won't move

I sense hesitation

It's burying me even more

Is it over?

Can't we really work things out

Has your heart been closed

As our world fell apart..

We're days apart but the feeling's still inside
The weather has been changing but not our heart
We can pretend but we can't escape the pain
So where's the sense in all of that?

Why struggle apart if we feel the same way?
Why struggle apart if we can fight together?
They can't stop us now
They can't stop us.

Distance wouldn't let us die, the feeling's still intact
When the sky's falling down, we still have each other's heart
They can't take that away from us
Apart we're still one but together we are stronger.

Holding each other's hand
We'll be each other's wings
We'll surpass this together
We'll soon be free..

You are trembling and I can sense your fears

And I'm here trying to be tough for you.

As we boh lose this game called pretending

One must stay strong.

If you can't fight for me, I'll be the one to fight for you

I'll bleed for you until I'm all dried up

I'll fight for what is rightfully mine.

You lost all strength without fighting

And I'm here to pick you up.

My spirit's high, don't fail me this time

I'll save us.

Was that your voice calling my name?

'Cause I've been dying to hear it tonight

Wrap me in warm blankets again

and hug me so tight.

'Cause tonight I woke up with the sound of your voice

It revived every inch of me

You are the water on my veins

You quenched my thirsty soul.

Was that your lullabies I'm hearing?

'Cause I've been dying to hear you sing again

Caressed me with your warm touch

Stay by my side..

This pain you have inflicted upon me
Is something I don't deserve.
Or was it really wrong to love you?

I woke up every morning feeling fine
I slept every night as tears put me to sleep
This drama's never ending
My time is running out

Every unspoken word's a blow to my head
You are someone I don't deserve.
It was really wrong to love you.

We are an epitome of failure
a dot in the history
But someday we'll make a legacy
just you and me

Not even these tears can make me hate you
You are everything to me
And I'll stand here forever waiting
For you to fall unto me again

We are just plain wasted lovers
Caught in the labyrinth of love
But someday we'll make it through
Just you and me

Someday you'll miss me
Someday you'll realize
I'm everything you'll ever wanted
Im everything you need..

Used to be.

I'm a mess right now
And I know you don't care
It makes no difference at all

I used to be the center of your world
Now I'm a center of nothing

Your silence is a knife plunge in my heart
With every inch deep killing me
Blood drips, tears shed
I wasn't even worth an explanation

I know I'm down
And you can't see
You've turned deaf to all my plea

I used to be your everything
Now I have to settle for nothing.

Dead Stars

Summer days were over

Those where our time

The cold season's reaching out

As we fade into nothing

How come I'm so blind to see this coming?

What happened to the stars

That we used to gaze in awe

During those nights

Now ceased to glow

Now I'm out here wishing upon dead stars

While you're out there wishing with somebody else

Cold August nights

I don't want to wake up

When you're not here to wake me

Where's the sense in that?

When silence is deafening but we chose it to be this way..

A Song of Failure (To the boy I loved.)

I walked past you, you didn't mind

What happened to the love I used to know?

Time passes as we're left behind.

I almost forgot how you used to laugh.

You're in front of me but I can't feel your presence

And neither you feel mine, with your back facing me

Your coldness is overwhelming, awkward silence prevails.

Where's the love, my dear?

I called your name, I called you twice.

You turned around with that final look

Then went up the stage and screamed at their faces

With songs of failure for the girl you used to love.

You're in front of me but I can't feel you

And neither will you feel me when you don't want at all

Your words are overwhelming, tears prevail

Where's my love, my dear?

What happened to the boy I used to know?

To the love I used to have?

And to the girl left in tears...

Poem 2

Everywhere to me are you
You are everything I see
You’re the cool breeze that wakes me up,
You’re the soft voice that puts me to sleep.

You’re my first, my last
You’re my only thought
The only one whom I sought

You’re the light that kept me blind,
Still the light that leads my path.
You hide behind deceiving smiles
The one that caught me off guard.

The world might had given me every reason to hate
But you’ll always be my love.
You’re always be my everything..
Everything I don’t have.

collections.

I was browsing along my notebook and I found these scribbles so I thought to post them on this blog.

They're too mushy and dramatic.

pweh.

Poem 1

I can’t dream knowing you’ll only be the one I’ll be dreaming
Your voice seems to be recorded right every corner of my room
I hear you whisper
I see you smile
And it hurts just to think of you.

I want to forget all the things I’ve always wanted
Every bit of our memory scares me
The way you touch
Everything about us
Because it hurts just to think of you.

I know you can’t see and you won’t care at all
She’s getting everything I used to have while I’m left empty
Hearts out of beat
Lost with the rhythm
It hurts just to think of you.